eldest daughter.

The newlyweds built a castle from scratch,

Of nothing but bricks and walls,

Of happily-ever-afters,

Despite the floods and thunderstorms.

God blessed the decades of union.


Just before Christmas Eve,

A baby girl was born — with grace and wonder.

Raised to be a warrior, in the name of the eldest daughter,

In her own goddamn world of demons.

Caught her hiding weapons in her dress —

Survival kits for life in the Gotham City.


Decades passed, she blossomed and wondered —

How is love to be deemed as love?

Her Capricorn nature kicks in:

Love is once in a lifetime,

Pure loyalty — long-lasting, like the beads

Of her parents’ marriage.


She loved hardest, healed longest —

Because love is once in a lifetime.

Whoever comes next doesn’t matter;

Once love is buried, life mourns forever —

Because she loved personas, not the idea of love.


natasha.

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